Friday, October 06, 2006

Bearing the Burden part II




It seems as if life gets ever so challenging, on one hand we have a set of clients that demand their products be delivered and at the other end you are forced to produce a high quality at a high stake with little benifit. How do i survive in a world that forces you to always take on new projects just to survive? Each project becomes more challenging yet each project and client expectations escalate?

Sacrifice is the only option, quality for productivity, a lower quality product at a higher delivery time. For Gods sake i am only human, i feel things too. Unfortunatley in this world of being a webdeveloper how do you choose a normal way of life, when you are busy building other peoples' way of life, when will the time come when i can sit back and enjoy the fruits of my labour?

My Company is at stake, my lifestyle and my dependents are at stake all because of "Bearing the Burden"

Monday, October 02, 2006

Young Boys Turned Beggers?

Everyday within my everyday journey, there is always someone surprisingly younger than i am coming to me with the same old stories, of them being shot or needing a bus fare to go from point A to B. What is wrong with these Young Boys, it seems as if they have turned Beggers.

I would preffer to be mugged or robbed, at least it shows ambition and it also give me the motive to kick some *** .

Wake up Jamaica, smell your sourroundings, what have you become?

Bearing the Burden


Why do I have to bear other peoples’ burdens? Why to I take on other peoples’ responsibilities? Who is going to take mine? What have i done to receive the end of the stick? What if I can’t function? Then what will happen to the people that Burden me, yet it’s the people that burden me will lead me to my malfunction.

Escaping this trap will take time and a lot of thought processing, enough is enough, I must take a stance for myself and fight the odds, I have not made any major mistakes that have put me in a hole that I cannot dig myself out of. Therefore raw intelligence must act fast for my complete redemption.